“The Escape” – December

“The Escape” – December

Today I managed to get rid of parts of my restraints in my suffering phase. Not all of them, but enough to escape through the emergency door before he was back. I ran along that tunnel and at its end SHE waited for me. I got a shock. “Took you a long time,” she said “but finally you made it. Last year, when I was his captive, I managed to escape in September already. Come closer, let’s get rid of your remaining restraints and after that,...

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“The Escape” – November

“The Escape” – November

I wasn’t surprised that there was an emergency door in the playroom. But I was extremely surprised about what SHE said that day. It didn’t make sense for me at all. I was very confused. Anyway, I had to spend more time with him in the playroom to get a feeling for the kind of play he preferred. This knowledge, I believed, would be essential for finding a way to escape from the playroom into freedom. His kind of play was simple but nevertheless...

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“The Escape” – October

“The Escape” – October

I got stuck with the planning of my escape. One day I remembered what Admiral Kirk told the young Saavik in that Star Trek movie: “You have to learn how things work on a spaceship”. Well, I wasn’t on a spaceship but certainly I had to learn how several things work. The following weeks I spent a lot of time in the castle’s library and read books – not novels like before, I read books about medieval architecture. I learned that each...

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“The Escape” – September

“The Escape” – September

On that terrible day in the fountain they almost broke me, physically and psychically. I didn’t look fat that day, I wasn’t fat that day and I did not feel fat that day. To be honest, I felt pretty good looking that day. Nevertheless, loosing just a few pounds and having several light small meals instead of a few heavy ones could make the difference between discomfort and real pain, should I have to act as “decoration” for an...

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“The Escape” – August

“The Escape” – August

It’s still hot weather, already 25 degrees when I woke up this morning. I had pancakes, lots of maple syrup, coffee and fresh orange juice for breakfast. Then, just after I was finished with breakfast and wanted to leave for the bathroom, his mobile phone rang. “Yes, see you in 30 minutes, my dear”. Everything happened very quickly after that call. I had to slip into my black catsuit, he grabbed the next corset available and...

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“The Escape” – July

“The Escape” – July

It’s almost end of July and it’s a very hot summer, temperature rises every day above 30 degrees. I got some nice privileges a few weeks ago. I do not have to sleep in the dungeon any more. I moved to a room on the second floor, with a real bed and even a small window. I have my meals in the dining room with him, he even offers me wine after dinner – almost like a normal couple. After many months of having dinner sitting tight-laced on this...

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“The Escape” – June

“The Escape” – June

I hate HER. This black-haired bitch visits him about six times per month. I still wonder whether it was her voice I heard on that day I was brought here. I’m not sure, because that person had left the room before he unpacked me and their voices sounded strangely through that mask and hood I wore. She never talks to me; she just looks at me in the most arrogant way I can imagine. In the beginning I never knew when she would come next until...

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“The Escape” – May

“The Escape” – May

I’m desperate. I realized that I might have to stay in this castle forever. No way to escape. All doors and gates to the outside of the castle are securely locked at all times and the wall surrounding the whole castle is absolutely impregnable for me. As far as I know, the castle is build on the top of a hill in a remote valley somewhere in the Alps. For any reason, neither tourists nor local people seem to come even in the vicinity of this...

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“The Escape” – April

“The Escape” – April

It is “Casual Friday” again! The only day of the week I neither have to wear latex, nor corsets, nor any kind of high heeled shoes. And I’m allowed to walk freely through the accessible parts of the castle – the whole day, until he’s back from shopping in the evening. I had worn this outfit on that day I was brought to the castle, there was just one difference. My original pair of jeans did not have this perfect fit that he likes so...

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“The Escape” – March

“The Escape” – March

This day was bewitched. I got new boots this morning, 5 inch heels instead of the 4 inch heels I wore the past two months. Next, the boots turned out to be at least one number too small and my feet started to burn like fire after a few minutes. I knew I wouldn’t be able to wear these shoes all days and I tried to convince him that I could hardly walk in these shoes. “I already told you that you have to make constantly progress and it is...

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“The Escape” – February

I haven’t seen much of the castle in the first month of my stay. To be exact, I’ve seen just one room, the dungeon in which they brought me after my arrival. The room was equipped with a plank-bed, a wooden chair, a toilet and a primitive shower. And there was a large mirror, too. The cleaning procedure I had to endure after I got unpacked was the very most humiliating thing in my whole life. Afterwards my skin and all somehow accessible parts...

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“The Escape” – January

Life already sucked before I woke up today. I had lived in Berlin and recently I had stayed with some people I had met on a party a few days ago. I hadn’t had a fixed job, no real friends and I had lost contact to my parents and relatives many months ago. No one will really miss me or even search for me. When I woke up it was pitch black, I wasn’t able to see anything. And there was something in my mouth I couldn’t get rid off, preventing me to...

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